Look to the road ahead

Thinking about university is surely a lot of pressure. What major to take? What University to go? Which country? Which city? All of these stuffs just freaking me out. Even just to think about it. We used to think how fun life will be when you reached the university life. Well, USED TO but not anymore. All the the pressure I can't handle. Thinking will I survive? Will I have that mental to go on? Just miserable. Life ain't easy. All we need to be is being strong, believe in God.
I'm crying out of misery. I can't help but to think what will I do in the university? without my friends, all new to me. That I used to go to school, enter the class and see all those familiar faces to me. How different it will be next. Differentiate which one is the real friend or fake friend. Which really care for you or not? Pray me the best. Afraid to face what real life is. I have struggle much, so much that no one ever understand. So many thoughts inside my brain. I hope for the best.
I know I will miss High School freaking bad. More than I ever miss anyone or anything. I WILL MISS MY FRIEND SO BAD that I don't even dare to imagine.

“All our dreams can come true – if we have the courage to pursue them.” - Walt Disney